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Work

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 01:22:27 GMT

Apparently my teachers this week seem to think im superwomen. Running on little sleep barly making it though test and having no life about sums up my week so far. lol. All this was pretty much assigned today. Hour and a half at stats for introduction to biological research, finishing up a stats test which was the esiest thing I did today and still have to sudy like hell for my chem test tomrrow and post on discussion board for english about something I by no means have had time to read or even look at for that fact. Oh and I also did three loads on laundry. I had class till 5ish by the time I ate and I have been going none stop ever since. Guess there will be little to no sleep for me tonight.

I also went to the infurmary and they told me my kneecap was loose. They gave me a knee brace and told me to go to a sports doctor. Just want I need when I have to walk around campus all day. I have been chugging Aleve for the last two days. We shall see what happens by the beginning of next week.

Good news in all the bad news. Kind of my silver lining. After tomorrow I will be home free for a little bit test wise. Only one more month of school after the 23rd of November all I have is finals and I am free for Christmas. I dont think Christmas has ever looked so good at this point. I can only image how much harder next year will be. I think I will make it with my friends by my side.

friends

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 06:11:04 GMT

I think it has been about a year since i have written in here. I guess it is long overdue for a journal. I have been having some friend issues latley and thought now was a good time to vent some steam. Me and Harland became good friends at the first of this year. I have noticed receintly that our relationship has seemed to change somewhat. Hes a lot more distant and never really wants to do anything anymore. I think he knows that I am really loyal to my friends so I will always be there. He seems to only want anything to do with me when he needs something which being the person I am will always be there for a friend in need. I plan on talking to him soon. I will update you then on what is going on.

I have also been reflecting on life in general. Im not to sure if I am in the right major anymore. I know i have had this feeling before but I just dont think I will be any good at it as much as I enjoy it. I have also had alot of health problems latley which kinda keeps me down. I have messed up my knee for good this time. Im not sure if there is any going back after this. They say i have a loose kneecap and gave me a brace to wear for at least 2 weeks. I also found out I have fluid in my ear once again. It seems like all i do is go from doctor to doctor and no one knows what is going on. I am supposed to go the the ear, nose and throat doctor in december. Maybe he will finally figure out what is going on. Well im heading to bed it is 2am and im going to be up agian in 7 hours. Night.

Stress and Cell

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 03:37:19 GMT

I really hate being a person who stresses about everything. Some times I wish that part of me would just dissapear. I guess we cant have our cake and eat it to right? Well Cell is really stressing me out. All I want is a C is that class so I dont have to take it over again. I dont think I could deal with 2 rounds of the Guzman. I am trying my best in that class and in lab but I dont see me pulling it off. I came to that comclusion tonight as I was studying for my test in there on friday. One tad bit of good news is that im doing good in all my other classes. I got back my christanity test today and made an 88 how exciting. Well thats all for now just needed to me random and vent alittle. Keep yall updated.

End of semester and upcoming Birthday

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 19:53:57 GMT

     Well the next few weeks around here and bound to be pretty busy. The end of the semester is winding down here at campbell university. Nothing better then getting out for the summer. I am taking summer classes but they are going to be at the community college so they shouldnt be to bad. Finals are drawing near also but only one or two of mine will be on everyhting we learned this year...

     My birthday is coming up on the 27th of this month. I will be 19 this year what a weird age. lol. My mom said she is going to take me to a day spa and get my nails done im so excited. Meg is also doing stuff for my birthday. Shes getting me and orea blast cake from dairy queen. my favorite. She is also getting me a fuzzy poster. There so much fun and there may have been something else but I dont remember what it was. Rudy is not telling me what he is going to do for my birthday. Everyone else knows but me. Everyone says I would love it though. Absolutly cant wait for my birthday this year it is going to be great.

    Me and Rudy are going with his family to the beach as well on may 9th. We are spending like 6 days. I love the beach. Im so cold blooded it is my favorite place to be. Cant wait to go lay in the sun for a while and do some fun stuff with rudy and his family. Not really sure what plans have been made yet but im sure it will be great.

    Jess is getting married 2 days after I get back from the beach. I bet I will be the burnt bridesmaid. lol. The dresses we got are really pretty. They said it should be at our house to by may 1st or so. Jess is going to look so pretty for her wedding. Im sure it will be a great time. There will be more about everything as it happens this summer and around my birthday but I think that is about it around here. I will write more as it becomes avalible.

Life and College

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 21:21:11 GMT

Well it is almot that time of year again... Summer. What every student across the world waits for so paicently while sitting in classrooms ever day. We only have about a month left here that is counting exams and whatnot. I cant believe that school is almost over this year.....for everyone but me that is. I plan on going to community college and taking a few classes with the hopes of getting out the this place a little sooner. I guess its worth a try. Today has to be one of the most beautiful days we have had here at campbell in a while. Its about 80 or so with a light breeze. Me and Meg decided to take advantage of the day and went and layed out in the sun for a while then went to dinner. I have alot of work to do this weekend and am just in the mood to do absolutly nothing....wait isnt that every day. lol. But other than that not to much is going on here maybe something eventfull will happen around here.

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 13:03:58 GMT

I only have one thing to say about this week, thank god its over. I have weeks that we have cell tests. I studied forever but I still dont think i did that good. We will not get them back till next week anyway. In better news I do get to go home this thrusday. Rudy has to work all day everyday im home but I think he is gonna call in sick on friday so we can spend the day together. This time at home was supposed to be the time we celebrated his birthday since I will not be home the day of his birthday. I cant belive that he is turning 20 this year. He said it was time for him to start making supid decisions and driving crazy. lol. I love him and miss him alot while I am at school here. Good news he will only be about 31 minutes away from me next year im so excited about getting to see him every weekend. But spongbob is on so ill write more later.

Ending Of Spring Break

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 21:54:21 GMT

Well spring break is coming to an end sadly enough. I thought a week at home would be plenty of time but looks like I was wrong. I have been having so much fun while at home this week. I have spent every day with Rudy. This time was long over due. I miss him so much while im at school so this week was much needed. I got my grades and am not doing all that bad. 1 A, 3 B's, 1 C, 1 D. Not to shabby in my eyes. I do miss everyone at school. I have talked to Meg and andrea over the break and I miss them the most. Jess doesnt get back till late sunday so I have not got to speak to her in about 2 weeks. Im not looking foward to seeing or having to deal with my horrible roomate mary. Every day I just keep telling myself that I only have till May 2 to deal with her them I am coming home for 3 months. Im so excited about flying to florida a few days after I get out for the summer. A whole week of nothing but laying in the sun of the beach. I will write again when I get time.

Spring Break

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 17:26:32 GMT

Well spring break started friday after you got done with classes. I have already done so much since I have been home. I have went to see Step up 2, went to my favorite places to eat and spent everyday with rudy. Its so good to be home and get to see him. This only problem is that I havent done any homework yet. Cell is all the homework I have but there is always so much to do. I read the chapters and look over the cards and everything that your supposed to do but it doesnt seem to help.
I got contacts yesterday. Not sure if I like them or not yet. lol. It takes me forever to get them in and out and they bother my eyes a little bit but the doctor said it would take a little bit to get used to them. I put them in this morning and it only took me 20-25 minutes. lol. so pittiful. hehe. I picked them up and ended up droping them and had to look for them and that took forever. lol. I dont know what is worse putting them in or taking them out. The eye doctor put them in when I went to get them and you wanna talk about weird. Its hard enough to poke yourself in the eye let alone let someone else poke you in the eye. lol. They gave me some solution and a thing to store the contacts in over night. I can wear them for 2-3 weeks. Hopefully I will get better at it. So far that is all that is going on around here when it comes to spring break. Hope everyone elses is going well.

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 22:11:54 GMT

      College seems to be more and more of a struggle everyday. I am majoring in biochemistry at campbell but it seems that most of my science classes are not going very well. I bust my butt and do the best I can but Im not getting anywhere. It seems that all I do is worse and worse the more studing I do.
     If classes isnt bad enough I have to have almost the worlds worst roommate. Thank god I get a better one next year. I mean come on most people know enough to close their mouth when they eat but no not my roommate. She will also get ceral all over the floor and wont pick it up and it grounds into the carpet. I guess some peoples momma forgets that along with raising your child you are supposed to teach them common manners and respect. I came back from class today and forgot to lock the door. I mean there is no one who would take anything in our suite but apparently she just cant handle the stress of the door forgetting to be locked. I mean all I do is PUT UP with her disresct and inmaturity. The thing she doesnt realize is that most the time when the door is unlocked im just nextdoor. I mean if someone opens my door ill hear it. My door is extremely creeky. i mean if im not gonna lock the door when im next door because if the phone rings or I need something im not going through the trouble to unlock it all the time. I just dont understand how a parent would raise there kid so far out of the realm of reality that she cant even deal with common things in everyday life.
    One bit of good news in all the gloom. Spring break starts friday. I dont think it could have came at a better time. I have also found out that I am flying to florida for a week in the sun. I absolutly cant wait for school to be over. Till then ill just pray things get better

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 01:19:00 GMT

       Things has started to look up this week somewhat. After fighting with student housing forever I got a room in DAY HALL. Its got really big rooms so im very excited about having more space and rooming with Jess. It should be a good semester. I am doing alot better at keeping up with my school work and not letting it go till the last minute which is really helping me in the long run. I went to the doctor yesterday and apparently I am severely allergic to something or I have a bacterial infection. Neither one sounds like im gonna like it to much but as long as I get to feeling better I dont care what it takes.
     I am finally going home tomorrow. I have not been home since I got here in Jan, I havent seen rudy in forever. I cant wait to see what he got me for valentines day. Meg knows what it is and says im going to love it. Im sure I will. I cant wait to spend some time with rudy to. I miss his hugs and kisses. Next year he is going to be only 31 minutes from me. I cant wait im extremely excited.
     Life really seems to have its ups and downs latley but I guess that is college and life in general for ya. I need a brake from the world more than anything right now. Thank god spring brake is right around the corner. I will write again when I get my valentines stuff and let you know how it goes. Im sure it will be wonderfull.......

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 00:33:00 GMT

Well as most of you know im attending campbell this year. I was told about a week ago that I would probally get an apartment next year. Well yet again campbell was disapointed me. I probally wont get an apartment or even a decient room I am going to be trreated pretty much like a freshman. It seems all campbell does is lie about stuff and up there tution i will be paying 30 thousand a year for what they call "an education" oh and dont forget that I wil still have to eat at marshbanks which most the time makes my stomach upset. This is the bigest hell hole most the time. The only reason in staying is because i really have no other place to go. I feel sometimes that my mom doesnt even want me. I am only aloud to come home once a month and then shes never home. I feel like i have been thrown out here all by myself with no one to support me. Maybe things will change i doubt it though.

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 23:11:20 GMT

well to sum up my day it was a day from hell mostly......I found out I was one question away from making a B on western civ class but that isnt the worse part. My freakin cell lab T.A is a moron. He never knows whats going on. He tells three groups three different things. you ask him a question and hes totally clueless. Its absolutly ridicious. I do not pay 26 thousand dollars a year to be taught by morons. Campbell is supposed to be a school where the teachers are educated and help you when u have questions. Every semester im here is becomes more and more evident that the teachers suck here. There are tons of foregin teachers in the science field that are hard to understand.....(love teck you) Just cant understand him. OMG then there was the dreaded Mrs. TODD....she was dumber than any teacher I had back in my hick town school. Its just ridicious. Its like I attach the retarted teachers. I also have a cell test tomorrow and that doesnt help any. Its really stressing me out. Thank god i wont have much work to do this weekend so i can relax a little bit. I need a vacation from school. I dont think febuary is ever going to come to and end so i can have spring brake. Maybe things will get better but for some reason i dont really see that happening........write more later.

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 20:17:28 GMT

      Well the underdog the NY Giants took a victory over the Patriots last night. I got to admit that I didnt think that they could do it but it looks like I was wrong. I am super glad they won though I really didnt want to see the Patriots to win this year like they seem to do all the time. Way to go Giants you make us proud.
     I think i am gonna kill my roommate sometimes. It is like 65 degrees today and pretty humid and miserable for the most part consitering it is winter. I came in after class this morning and the HEAT was on. Need i remind you that it is 65 or so outside. I opened the window so i didnt die of heat stroke and guess what happens when i come back from class....the freakin window is closed. Its like a toaster in here. Its not like shes cold i mean shes wearing long sleeves. Another thing why does she have to type to freakin loud its not a type writer its a computer. Sometimes I tell ya one day........
     I am feeling pretty miserable today. I thought I had kicked this cold for good this time but it looks like im wrong yet again. I woke up this morning and my nose was stopped up and my eyes watering and a huge sinus headache. This was expecially bad this morning because I have 5 classes on monday.
    Cell Biology let me tell you it has to be the hardest class that I have ever taken. It seems sometimes that no matter how much work you do you just never get it. I dont know maybe it is Mrs. Guzman or maybe the fact that i hate cells in the first place. I guess im just not used to having to work so hard I hope I can pull it out in the end. we will see. Good news about cell I think I passed my first quiz in there. I think if I did I will frame it because I dont really see it happening again. lol.

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 04:17:13 GMT

Well classes officially started wednesday here at the creek. I really hate the first days of classes because they are extremely boring. You know after 12 years of school you think we would know what the sylabus says. lol. I dont think they will be all that bad. I only have PE once a week which is pretty nice. Cell biology is going to be really hard but they dont call it CELL HELL for no reason. It s so boring this weekend everyone went home. But im gonna head to bed. Ill keep everyone updated when classes really get going. Im sure im not going to be to happy of a preson when that happens. I hate studying.

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 18:02:04 GMT

Wow it has been a long time since I wrote. Been pretty busy latley. I have been back and forth to doctors latley. I have been having pains in my lungs and they thought I might have pneumonia again. Good news though I seem to be fine just a pulled muscle. Christmas was good around my house this year. I got guitar hero 3, 100 dollars, an awsome chair for the dorm and a playstation 2 cause mine messed up. I took my money and got a digital picture frame. I have wanted to get one for a pretty long time and found one on sale. Me and meg arent gonna get anything done this semester with DDR and guitar hero. lol. I went and got meg and marys christmas present a few days ago. Im really hoping that its not something they already got for christmas. I have really enjoyed my time home. It has been a nice relaxing time away from all the stresses of college. As much as I hate to say it I have to go back monday. Thats kind of a bummer though. It doesnt seem like it has been almost a month yet. I dont really think they is anything else to say for now so i will catch everyone up again later.

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 17:54:11 GMT

Well I went to the doctor Thursday to get my bloodwork done to check to make sure I dont have kidney stones again. Good news im clear and have been for a year now. Now not so good news..... Im Anemic, my red blood cells were 27 and they were supposed to be around 35. I have started taking iron pills 3 times a day to see if it will help. I also found out that i have Pneumonia. I had went to urgent care at college but I guess that lady missed it. I am taking the dreaded grape dirt again along with some antibiotics. A key sign of anemia is loss of appitite and I have lost 2 1/2 pounds since I have been home. Not eating only makes me more Anemic.....This weekend has been pretty rough for me not really wanting to eat and the antibotics dont really let me sleep. The doctor also told me that my heartrate was fast and if it contenued she wanted to do and EKG. I cant beleive all this hit me at one time. I thought that I was just lazy and couldnt consentrate but It makes me feel better to know that it is caused by something and it can be cured or at least helped. I am hoping this will help me do better in college next semerster. Well if you know anything about anemia an know anything that will help the advise would be great. I will check back in when my last test comes back. It is testing to see if my thyroid is off.

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 16:25:41 GMT

Woohoo christmas brake. A whole month at home with no school work. I cant really think of anything better right now then some time to relax. I got home on the 7th and dont have to go back till Jan 7th. It feels so good to be home with my family and friends. I plan on spending some time with friends while im home. I found out what im getting rudy for christmas. Its a video game rocker. I have been wanting to get it for him for several years but never really had to money. I have been home for about 3 days now and have yet to to anything. lol. I will go for now I will write again closer to christmas.

last weekend

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 19:36:33 GMT

Well this is the last weekend here at the creek for a whole month. Im so excited to be going home for a whole month. I and dreading finals though. I have two english papers due and there just not going anywhere it seems. Man yesterday I had Meghan take me to urgent care cause my cold just wasnt getting any better. Lukly they said I was ok just needed to change my meds. What a relief. This week will be so busy with finals and having to clean up and all that good stuff. Defently be glad when friday rolls around this week. Ill update again when I get home for Christmas. Cant wait.

Final Stress and Christmas

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 19:52:26 GMT

Well I do have to say Im glad this semester is over. I have my finals starting Friday. Im pretty nervous. I know ill probally do fine but its just me to worry about every little thing. Good news.......I get out next friday for a whole month. Dec 7- Jan 8 I think. Thats so great. Going home with no work to do all play. Im really ready for a fresh start next semester. Im pretty upset with the trig teacher I got this semester so I will be more than happy to get rid of her. This stupid english paper is really getting the best of me. I have never had a problem writing a paper. I dont understand why now would be any different. Knowing that Im going home soon for more than a few days is the only thing that keeps me going. College is alot different then I thought it was be but I guess it could be worse. I plan on having Meg as my awsome weekend roomie this weekend. It is so great when she stays here. Gives me someone to hang out with on the weekend and we get along sooooo good. Mary......well thats another story. What I hate the most is draging all that stuff down the steps to my car. lol. I bought alot of new cloths which I just couldnt leave at home. I have to wear them as soon and I get them but I have to pack them all back up friday and trudge down the 3 flights of steeps to my car. The next question is where am I gonna put all the crap im taking home. lol. I have a little car. I guess I will have to squish everthing in. Well I have to go to English soon. woohoo only one more class after this... I will talk to everyone later.

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 18:21:40 GMT

You know sometimes hearing from an old friend is the best medicine for homesickness. I heard from Josh last night. He moved to Georgia when I was a junior I think. We were really close freinds. I had heard from him a few times since then but last night he just up and called me. Sometimes something like that can really help when u miss home. He said he was coming home for christmas but I have heard that before so we will see. I dont know how Rudy will deal with him coming to see me. I really miss him though. He said when he came to see me we were going to have a great weekend. We will see though. Its amazing how people just come in and out of your life. I havent heard from him in over 6 months or so. It just makes me feel good I guess that someone else is away from home as well as I am. Guess it gives me a connection. Everytime I go home I have to go by his house and I think of all the fun times we had and band and stuff like that. It seems really hard for me to loose friends because we often end up really close. On the topic of losing a freind. Meg is due to leave next year. Her and Jess are about the only people I hang with here. I guess I will have to do the whole make new friends thing again. I guess everything will work out we will see. I guess im gonna go. Talk to yall later

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 21:53:18 GMT

I had a relization to It is only 9 days till thanksgiving brake then only a week till christmas brake. OMG im so excited. I dont get to go home much at all unless we have a big brake. So going home and seeing my family for thanksgiving and Christmas will be so great. The only downfall about thanksgiving brake is that finals are right after brake so I will have to study really hard while I am home. I have a trig test tomrrow. I dont think it will be to awful bad. Wait of course it will it is Mrs. Todd's test. They are just impossible to pass. Only 2 more tuesday mornings that I have to get up early for Lab. I do have to say even though bio labs are stupid we have a lot of fun. Sometimes 8:00 classes can be pretty good. I cant believe that the first semester of college is almost over. It doesnt seem like I have been here long enough for a whole semester to be gone already. It has had alot of ups and downs but been pretty enjoyable I do have to say. OMG tomrrow is student led CUW. This has the be the best way to torcher a college kid. I swear it's so boring. Thank god there only once a month. At least it will give me a good 30 min to get some last min studing in for trig. Well I guess this is about it for my endless rambling. lol. I will probally be posting more at finals approach and Christmas gets closer. See yall later.

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 03:17:04 GMT

Well it seems that things have calmed down around here for a little bit at least. I have been going to the gym latley and it makes me so sleepy. We are having some major problems with a suitemate who is super loud at night. They seem to keep me up till really late at night. Man I didnt realize how sleepy I was till I got my shower and sat down at my computer. I guess I will get something to eat and head off to bed. O yeah I didnt have trig today it was great.

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 18:32:09 GMT

I absolutly cant wait for brake. I really need to get away from this place for a while. I need to get away from the drama and the inmaturity that is all around me. It seems that noone here is really getting alot with there roommates that great. I guess thats just part of life. Mary makes me sooo ill sometimes because she is just to chicken to say that something in bothering her but just acts like nothing happened. At least if im made I dont run away and hide from it. Its crazy. It I didnt have Jess and Meg around all the time I dont know what I would do. I think I would absolutly go crazy. On the other hand I have finally made a decision on what I am taking next semester and it is pretty much final. Well it will be when my adviser types it in. Anyway why should honors students get to register before normal kids. There no different then any of us except for the fact that they like to tourcher themselves with more work then they have to do. It just seems like it is all work no play here. That is really what I hate about college. They dont factor in to your time that you have to relax and have some fun once and a while. But anway I guess my day pretty much sucks. Seems to be and endless cycle here latley. Only two weeks from tomorrow till thanksgiving brake. I cant wait. I think that is the only thing keeping me going. I guess I will work on some homework like always and I will keep yall updated.

Sun, 04 Nov 2007 16:37:55 GMT

well things arent much better today. Me and Mary arent really talking but good news she did pick up some of here crap. A little is better than nothing right? lol. I am still upset that some people are so inmatrue. I thought people in college had grown up a little bit. Guess were all wrong sometimes. We will see what happens.

Sun, 04 Nov 2007 01:17:03 GMT

I will be glad when thanksgiving brake and christmas. Omg talk about drama. Today was a day for it. I kinda got up ill today for good reason though. But anyway people need to keep there mouth close. I can say what I want about whomever I want. I didnt know people were checkin up on me all the time to see what i was writing on other peoples facebook. So inmature. Well i guess some people just never grow up I guess. Man it makes me so mad. No one here is my mommy and needs to be checkin up on what I say to other people. I am just so mad i dont even really know what to write. I guess I will get some sleep and see what happens tomrrow. I will keep yall updated.